This is Very Hard
You’re the best thing that has ever happened to me and I need you. I know things aren’t the best right now. I am sorry that this is very hard. I want you to know that I love you and I won’t leave you scarred. You’ve been through enough people hurting you and I don’t want you to shove me away. You’re all I have and all I will ever need nothing is above you. My everything, I will always keep my promises to you. Your love makes me so incredibly happy and your heart is as pure as a dove. I just have to tell you, no matter what happens I will still love you. I cried tonight, I sobbed into my pillow for how much love I have for you. I am so scared of this, I have never felt this way before and I’m terrified. Terrified of what my heart says and what my mind will scream, justified is what my feelings are. But, if justified why do they feel so wrong? Weak, is what I am. You don’t understand how hard it is to fake being strong. My mind is filled with these thoughts, overthinking every situation I am in. Easy to break, oversensitive and difficult. The ice you walk on is thin. I need you, but holding you back from being happy feels worse than any fight. --Caralee Milbourn
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